Originally Posted by
partofmyjourney 
I hope my dr can help. I'm so scared of being sent to detox or rehab, my husband would die of shame and what will my kids think? Maybe it's for the better. I don't know.
Whoa, slow down. You haven't even seen your doctor and you are freaking out about rehab. One step at a time here, okay? See your doctor, quit drinking under his/her supervision, then do what ever it takes to stay quit.
If it takes detox/rehab, don't dismiss it. You say it will shame your husband, effect your kids? There are a lot worse things than seeking help with an addiction. There is progressing to a hopeless alcoholic wife and mother.
So please, embrace recovery. It is soooo much better than the alternative.