Dear RL, thank you. I've drank most of my life, 12-30... It started as occasional binges, then a weekly shared bottle or two plus big nights out, then, in the last 4-5 years went from weekly, to two weekly to almost nightly bottles of wine. As a smaller framed female this has not been good. I guess, worst case scenario, my heart or liver gives in or I die in my sleep before I get help this week. I'm a drama queen; I know....
But am really scared.
I hope my dr can help. I'm so scared of being sent to detox or rehab, my husband would die of shame and what will my kids think? Maybe it's for the better. I don't know. But this is hell.
I hope you find the love, support & motivation you need to get better xxxx I KNOW you can xxx