im just so not bothered to do anything lately,,im hoping (blaming) its the weather ,, but its been like this for a couple of months now,,i just canny be arsed to get up and do anything!!!!
i do try to get out every day to take me doggie for a walk,,thats a good motivator,,but apart from that,,i plainly just cant be bothered!!
is this a normal thing when one doesnt have an addiction ???? is it that i spent so much energy doin stuff for my addiction ,, that ihave nowt now to do???
or am i just a lazy cow?????
ive put on weight,,i thought id lose it cos no more vinodecollapsable,,,but no,,i dont walk twice a day to the shops to buy the booze,,,so ive put on bloody weight now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i know thats not a bad ting,,but i just seem to not have any energy to get up and on it these days!!!!
is this normal?????
advice needed plse from you clever lot!!!!!
or maybe just get yr arses over rere and kick me up the bum?????
lol
lv cleo xxxxxx