I'm new to this site also, have 9 days in, thank you all for your up beat, I had 10 years of sobrity and threw it back, starying all over and im actualy looking forward to to calmness, as you can tell im a horable speller and typer, but thanks again and keep writing, I look forward to read them every day. Just to keep it real and not alone. Ive done the aa thing and it does work if you work it, all the words are coming back to me every day one day at atime. thanks every one!!!!!