Originally Posted by
jtinkerton 
IAnyway, not sure where to go from here. Probably to a meeting I guess, but I do feel self conscious going back to my local meetings where they'll recognize me and I'll feel ashamed.
Go to a meeting and don't feel ashamed. The people there have probably been thru this too. There is no shame in seeking help even if we relapse. It happens and honestly we embrace people who come back. I personally would never make anyone feel bad or ashamed.