Heh. Dating. I used to chase men (well they were more like boys) and try to "make" them like me. Didn't work. Then when I gave up, they would kind of stalk me OR have their friends be like middlemen or something.
Dating is difficult, always has been. Guys I would be interested in, wouldn't be interested in me, and vice versa. And I have ADHD so you can forget about me being able to read body language, social cues and the like. If I try to read them, I end up reading too much into things and giving myself a bad headache.
I'm with someone now and things are good. If they go bad and I leave, who knows. Some people can act like "dating" is up there with oxygen and you will die without it. I can also be a pain in the behind, I won't lie. I accept and like (love) myself, but at the same time I realize that I'm not everybody's cup of tea. And that's okay.