Ok, I'm just exhausted.
I know it's my Beast tellin' me to follow my urges, and for whatever stupid reason, I listen to it, and act on it. I'm stupid.
I postpone my Big Plan, just don't know why I'm doing that but it's been a week now.
I WANT to stop. FOREVER. I don't want to stay like this anymore. So why the hell do I still listen to the AV? Why?!
I know it's only pleasure-seeking, but I can't tolerate it anymore. I want it to stop, now, more than anything in the world
PS: Sorry for the mistakes, I'm french!