trachemys-
I so understand. Honestly last night I thought it had me beat. I was frustrated, exhausted, and it was making me insane with the "come on a glass of wine wont really hurt" thought... Strange thing is I am a beer drinker...(or was a beer drinker).
I want to stay sober but, my beast, well, not so much. It has it all planned out. "just one", "just tonight and start over later", and now its.. "you were never out of control". Uuugghh.... I am going a bit crazy. I thought month two would be easier than month one but, lately it seems harder. Or maybe I am just being a whiny-baby....lol