Originally Posted by
BackToSquareOne 
The catch 22 for me always was in thinking that this one night out wouldn't matter. In my case that one innocent episode was always enough to relight the candle. The brains pathways of addiction are quickly reignited and you're back off to the races.
I lived that just recently. I quit last month. Lasted about ten days then convinced myself I could have a couple of glasses of wine. Last weekend it was a couple of five liter boxes of wine and a half gallon of vodka. Got (externally) motivated, found RR and this place
I will never drink again and I won't change my mind.