Good for you for posting, melivin.... I'm really sorry you're having to go through this. Maybe the meds will help? I know that I had some major ups and downs during the first months and probably would have bit someone's head off if they tried to fix me......
I'm sure a lot of was still chemical, though (have you ever read anything on PAWS?) and things did level out over time.
It's great that you have support, but I know what you mean about the crying thing (I tried to explain to my former husband a few times that we have to do it from time to time, like a release, but I'm not sure he ever really got it!)