Quit means quit. Never means never. When that doesn't happen, something is not wholly squared away... and that something is not missing recognition, is my experience.
yes, was my experience with myself, too. not missing recognition of AV, anyway. missing recognition of who i was, though.
and then i wonder, from a point of ignorance about AVRT proper, how, really, it ismuch different from someone else saying"ah, there's me again, having alcoholically insane thoughts!" ?