Originally Posted by
jtinkerton 
Anyway, not sure where to go from here. Probably to a meeting I guess, but I do feel self conscious going back to my local meetings where they'll recognize me and I'll feel ashamed.
Thanks any experience strength or hope,
_jay
Go back to the meetings, j. You will get over that self-conscious feeling and be back on track in no time.
If you have been at the meetings for a while you have seen folks come in with their tail between their legs and be back on track in no time.
You have also seen folks NOT come back because of some stinkin' ego/pride thing and die.
Your choice .....
All the best.
Bob R