Missing him? No! Loving ME!
So if you read back on my posts you'll see I was lied to, stolen from, blackmailed, set up, made to feel terrible, shirt, broken hearted, blamed for his relapse, screamed at, bullied,and a host of other things. With that he also manipulated me into feeling like he loved me, wanted to mmarry me, that I was wonderful, beautiful, smart, kind, and driven.
Let me tell you something: I am all those amazing things, I have a big heart and I truly DID love him...but he didn't love me unconditionally, an active user or a dry addict can't because after all their drug is their number 1 mistress, lover, and best friend.
I'm no contact and I'm loving it. Loving no drama, loving ME finally. It's worth it.
Never again will I sign up for that manipulation, hate, and addiction.