hello Lilly, and welcome.
you had a belief, did something that worked, dropped the thing that worked and the belief changed. or, you changed the belief (thought you could now drink again). am i getting that right, more or less?
...other methods but there are so many and I'm a little overwhelmed with the importance of making a good choice. So I haven't really commited to anything
hm...if it were me saying what you're saying there that would have been one of my clever tricks to keep me from doing much of anything.
i don't think it's nearly as important to make "a good choice" as it is to actually DO the stuff the choice suggests you do.
any choice you look at can be used to set yourself up for "failure" or "success".
depends on you more than the method, i think.
people get and stay sober in all kinds of ways.
just some thoughts.