Thank's valll,i some times fill strong but my armor(drink)has gone and she was part of that armor,i meet her when i was 15 so was she,she's the only girl i'v ever been with im now 34,and to go out there to find a partner or new friends and not to be drinking girls dont like that,wel the girls i no anyway,but i'v got to fight on,im one of the 5% who dont drink.Thanks for your comments valll take care your self