Wel 5th weekend sober my 2nd since i got out of hospital,i dont no weather times going fast or slow,iv been out 2 weeks and ifs hard how can i go the rest of my life with out that happy drunk filling,thats wat doc said,so she left me,my partner of 18 years has walked out and left me and me 2 cats with no heating,food and smokes im so cold,on sofa with cats and duvet,she has choosen alchol over me havent been on s.r since friday when she stated,shes one of them nasty drunks.