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Anna I, too, can feel the pain you are going through. I continued to mess up things time after time and couldn't seem to figure it out.
Finally, I realized that I needed to give myself permission to have a good life. I was so used to faltering and failing and blaming myself, that it really took effort for me to fully accept that yes, I did deserve a good life. We all do.
Wow! Powerful words.
I too feel like everytime I take a couple steps in the right direction I somehow seem to step in a steaming pile of Poop!
I guess I too need to realize I need to let myself be happy & just start looking for the crap piles before I step in them!