LostinWa, are you in Washington State? I'm trying to get back into the rooms after an awful drinking/gambling binge. Lost everything my wife and I had. What's worse, I was taking money from my employer that I now have to give back. Kicked out by wife, just got back into town after going east for 3 days to be with my father (in the rooms and clean for 30 years), never been to a meeting here and am terrified. Not of the meetings, but of the path to come. Any chance you'd be willing to connect?