Horrible beast activity two days ago. It just kept on and on from about 4 pm till 8 pm or so. "Have a drink", "sobriety sucks"... I mean it was just blatantly going for it. I felt like just giving in. Finally I was like "all right...keep it up I dont care I am going home and you can jabber away all you want." It shut up about a half hour later. Must quit engaging the beast...
Been sober 2 weeks.... yay.