Thanks all for the replies. I have not drank today, and didn't really didn't have any intention to. There are pills left from the last time I "quit" and saw the doc for withdrawals. Just went to Target to buy cleaning supplies/tea/snacks and saw this guy asking around if they carried Ciroc. I can't believe how amazingly weak I am, because just that mundane thing gave me a huge urge to drink "just one more time and that's it". I'm really honestly scared that it will send me into another 1-2 month bender if I don't really grab hold of this yearning to quit today.