I know you are right. But I guess I feel like if I can't take my heart back, the least I can take back is my f***ing furniture! It's expensive too. I could sell it and buy myself something nice. If I am really honest with myself, I *do want to hurt him. I'd love to slap him across the face and make a dramatic exit. Or throw a glass of vodka in his face.. Haha. I will heed your advice though because I am clearly not sane enough to make my own decisions.
I am so happy for you that you reached your rock bottom with your exabf. Did you see that thread on sociopaths vs alcoholics? It made me think of your exabf. The way he used you to help him so much with his life, and then completely shut you out in your time of need was pretty extreme. Are you feeling better?** **