Just going to go home and enjoy what is suppose to be my first sober weekend in forever. Maybe read some RR.
P.S. I see the av in the above post where I wrote "suppose to be"....lol..
The language we use really sets out how we perceive things, I believe, and you picked up on the AV talk too.
Maybe try this - You are going to enjoy your first sober weekend, I am sure of it. What will happen? How do you see it happening? What things will you do that you haven't been able to do? Will you reward yourself? How will you be gentle with yourself?
Visualize what you want to happen, that's half the way there. You are doing great btw, jkb. This isn't an ending, but it is a beginning. A fresh start.