It is and was sad how I placed my family
in an uncomfortable, uncertain, thrown
out of sorts position with my attempted
suicide. Saying that word, writing those
words seem so final, so desperate, so
selfish in wanting to escape the situation
I placed myself in due to the lies, drinking,
and all that came with my addiction.
Today, some 22 yrs sober, still take full
responsibility for my actions and all I put
and placed upon my family thru yrs ago.
I am also extremely grateful that my family
sought answers and guidance in getting me
help I so desperately needed at that time in my
life because I would have denied I had any problems
and would have never sought any kind of help
because I was FINE.
It was my family who did for me what I certainly
couldnt have dont for myself.