I have been having some ,"Is this all there is?" moments. I have been sober for as long as you have. In the beginning, the struggle was encompassing, as time passed I felt at more at ease. I had an awakening. I became productive and positive. It is exciting! I am settling in to being sober. I am getting used to it and I expect to remain this way. What I am doing now is changing my living space. New colors. Cleaning a room that has been untouched in the past 4 years. It's like the challenge of staying sober is not eating me alive anymore. Can you find a new challenge? Something you never would have attempted while drinking or using?