111 days and bored with sobriety/scared of relapse :(
I am sober 111 days today... however I am feeling really upset/sad, with a lot of strong cravings beginning every evening. I am in AA but I am also in grad school and I don't have time to make a lot of meetings. I really don't want to go out but I miss the escape of drinking and weed.. I was floating on the pink cloud for a while but now everyday life is just really hard and boring. I want to get better but it's really hard to deal with my feelings... any suggestions?