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Old 02-03-2013, 08:50 AM
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Originally Posted by MyTimeNow View Post
Absolutely. So obvious when I read it like this and simplified too. I thought I was making myself comfortable by stopping the constant AV battle. I'm only making it comfortable and not only am I making myself uncomfortable I'm also making myself quite ill with it.

I've never managed or even thought of seperating the 2 before.
Me too.... after giving in I would always think, "well, atleast now that nagging voice will shut up for a while". I had that thought long before I ever knew what AVRT was. Now, looking at it it seems kind- of stupid. If I am actually bored or aggravated why in the world am I going to pick the most self-destructive behavior I can find to conquer those emotions? That's why I say I am not really sure if I am "bored"... I am still having a hard time sorting out my thoughts and feelings from "it". I think my beast just uses, "hey youre bored" because it knows that is an easy way to get to a drink. I really hope that makes sense.
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