i relapsed
I was doing okay with NC...its been hard. Today I had an overwhelming desire to talk to her. One of her A friends kept texting me all this she misses you she loves you...crap. I broke down and called her but blocked my number. How is it she can't see how horrible her taking me to court is? I found out this "friend" is going to pay for her lawyer! I am angry at myself for my actions. I keep saying at least I didn't unblock my number, or see her or let her see the kids.