Yep... I get ya MyTimeNow... I just made my big plan. When I hear it laughing as you put it I just put it back in perspective. It is powerless. Itry to think of it as all bark and no bite. It can do nothing to me. It takes some time to get a real hold of the AV but, I am learning it quickly. I too agree with soberlicious. Until you are determined no amount or type of treatment helps. We can help eachother out.