Things are going to be up and down for a while, Maples. There are going to be a lot of "firsts" and situations that used to make us anxious are going to still make us anxious...more so now that we don't have our medicine. But as you pass through these things, you get a little bit stronger, knowing you've done it already. Getting someone to guide you through the steps is going to make a huge difference too.
Be easy on yourself and keep at those meetings.