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We are all here for you, I am so sorry this has happened. Regardless of the 'reasoning' (his serious state of drunkeness) - this isn't okay. Things escalate and I assure you; your child may love him - but will grow to hate him due to his treatment of you. I hope you are able to take the advise from the people on here that truly care about you. You are worthy of so much more than this. I will pray for you. Please seek out assistance; your bestfriend LOVES you, a DV hotline/assistance is vital - this is a secret that could end horribly. Please be safe.