Feel like changing my mood- what do you do?
I don't want to drink, I am not going to, but I am sick of feeling normal. I wish I could pop a xanax or smoke a joint, just to feel different. I have no access to either, so it is not an option (and shouldn't be one anyway)
Does anyone feel like this ever? I have an urge to feel different. I am doing my 5th step tomorrow, maybe I am anxious because of this?