wow,, i had a lovely day yesterday,,, have no bad thoughts today either bout sat nite, i just re read this post and all yr replies,, it helped me immensley to re evaluate how i was and well,,, i just feel stronger now.
thank you all,, i chatted to my hubby, he didnt even know i had it in the house,, i hid it, but told him bout it, he mustve known,, i just thought he didnt,, haha silly me xx
amazing how i quickly went back into the "alkie" mode again, v v scary,, you know , hiding the bottle,, not thinking he knew,, gee wot a new wake up call for me, i was silly to think he didnt know,, after 10 yrs of practise,, lol
so,, monday ,, im still here , still me,, and its my birthday tomorw,, gonna look forward to a new yr older, a new yr wiser,, a new yr cleaner.
just a bumma i'll be a new yr older lol
so,, thanks again for all of yr lvly msges,, it really really did help, and you are a bunch of lovies xx
cleo xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
ps,,, feel free to send presents,, lol,, address is ,,,, 39 sober road,, uk xxxxx