1st meeting tonight
Hi Everyone,
Well, I finally called around and found an ALANON meeting for tonight about 30 miles away. I as so nervous. What if I see someone I know? My AH is in a 28 day recovery program about 5 hours away and he's only been there for
4 days.
I am a complete wreck. I have become agoraphobic. I need a gallon of milk and am afraid to go to the grocery store for fear someone might ask how AH is doing, where is he, what's wrong.......
He's a physician and has had to close his practice for the month. Plus he was out for a month prior due to hospitalization from pancreatitis. Neighbors, friends, patients, etc are calling my house looking for him. I feel like I need to put on a disguise when I go out.
How could he leave me in this predicament?
Maybe I will get something from the meeting tonight if I don't change my mind at the last minute.
Thanks,
Sandy