EH! I just went along with it and ate anything and everything I wanted, figured I'd worry about the weight thing once I got sober. I was on my own with this not going thru AA or any other program so I figured Chocolate had become my next addiction---it was better than alcohol!!
I figured it was the universe talking to me, saying--"AWWWW go ahead you deserve it". I mean come on .....no chocolate either??? What was I in SAW 5