hi
coming to an end of day 14 here in UK, tired today, called in sick to work, not sure that is a good thing, but couldn't face sitting at my desk watching the clock tick by as i can't focus on anything.
EATING! omg! i cannot stop eating, its like there is a huge hole inside me and when i am eating or just full from finishing i say i won't eat anymore, then i start again, i really need this to stop because i am too big at the moment, and any extra pounds are going to get me down.
of course, i am not eating anything healthy, i just craving sugar and carbs.
please say this will end! i want to go into rehab and have someone look after me and tell me what to eat, and just let me talk and think about sobriety the whole time, because that is all i want to do - and sleep.
really good to see all your posts, this is all a miracle to me.
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