know the feeling of no contact...just broke up with my bf yesterday and the urge to call and want to make it better is so strong. we were suppose to be going to an overseas trip in less that 2 weeks. im going anyway, but going to be a tough one. one day at a time as LMN said. letting someone go and do what they need to do is a really tough lesson. but one i am by golly going to learn today!