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Old 01-10-2013, 12:13 PM
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Lara
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Join Date: Jun 2012
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Originally Posted by crazybabie View Post
What about working on you Lara? Have you still been doing that I slacked off and I can tell it.

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Hey Angie I have not been working on myself as I should. Honestly did not realise how 'bad' I was. Easy to exclude each other from work - both have business partners who can take over the necessary roles.... the part that's difficult is we are like familly. So entwined in each other's lives. Truly feel such a love. A love before the addiction. A love now.But a love distorted and affected by addiction. I know the only chance we have is if I detach - and H is in therapy - and 'clean' for minimum of a year, But even then I know he could relapse. I just wish I could move on - but I adore him. We have so many wonderful times together. We share so much. I can't bare to lose him. I know he feels the same. But we are stricken with a disease - and I pray to God we can get 'through this'. I just don't know how. I don't want to walk away from him.....
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