starting college, again, AGAIN.
I'm giving college another shot. I was kicked out the first time for using, and went to treatment because being homeless in minnesota sucks. This fall, a year later, i was in the same position, but didn't go to treatment because i "wanted to see what would have happened last year if i hadn't gone." I ended up crashing on the floor of some potheads i "went" to college with, but they caught me using heroin and that was that. So now i'm back with my ever-so-proud parents. Haven't touched junk or killers since december 18th, and have been entirely sober since sunday. I start in a week, and i'm apprehensive about it because i don't trust myself not to screw it up again. I'm young (20) but i really question whether or not i'm jumping in too soon. I just can't comprehend the despairing monotony of menial work for another six months. Honest words are needed. Thanks.