Thanks Clowie!
I will try to focus on other things for now. I thought about it after I posted that: "just a husband and a couple of kids, a comfortable house and money to pay the bills"- that sounds pretty boring! There's no activity there! I guess I was thinking we'd all just sit around in the house and stare at each other! LOL
Thanks for responding. It really feels good to know that there are people out there caring and listening and helping!
By the way, my name comes from a nickname the stage director gave me in a high school musical- still not really sure why!
I was really excited to find a picture of Lowly Worm for my Avatar- I always thought he was the best Richard Scarry character.
Thanks again! I'll just keep on keepin' on...
PS. My first face to face Alanon meeting is Friday...I hope it makes me feel as good as reading/responding/receiving replies on this board