I am having some major beast activity so I am trying to write and sort my thoughts.
My Aunt's cat scan results came back and they are scheduling her for a Bronchoscopy. She is convinced it is cancer.
I try not to worry about the unknown but.....she has had cancer before and her health is terrible so I am worried, scared, stressed and have had a headache that will not quit today.
I grew up in the house right next door to her and she has been my second Mom all my life. I can't lose her.
So my beast is making noise telling me that wine will take all these feelings away.
Drinking won't solve anything and I need to be strong to get her through this. The shingles are still causing her major pain and she really can't do much for herself so she needs me. And she needs alert, coherent me....not hung over I cant get out of my way me.
More later, take care everyone.