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Old 01-08-2013, 11:46 PM
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blackandblue
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Thanks Sungrl- sounds like the same roller coaster I have been on. I can't believe I volunteered for the same ride over and over again. I am finally getting motion sickness from all of the ups and down, twists and turns, and feelings of not knowing what's around the bend. I have come to admit that he is still an active addict and always has been since I have known him. He simply is in no way shape or form in any position to have a relationship and I have always enabled him in some way shape or form. And yet I know as soon as he realizes that I am out of the picture for good, he will look for the next woman to take care of him. It's hard not to take everything personally but maybe that's my lesson in life. To let go of the rope and trust that HP will take over from here.
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