Dear Zoso, Just sending a hug to you. Your posts help everyone on this board. I lost my Mother in Feb of 2012 and I understand the grief. Let your sorrow flow, let your heart remember and thank your HP for putting a special person in your path. Living with grief is not easy, but I always believe it is so critical to speak even more to your HP during the hard times, let the tears flow (grieving is a process) and look outward for your serenity.
Hugs and prayers to you,
Teresa