Sending hugs, Pippi. (I have to say, Pippi Longstockings was my all time favorite character as a kid
). I can completely commiserate with the feeling of 'if he would just....' waiting for AXH to act on his threats was so nerve wracking.
Please remember to take care of yourself through all of this. Wishing you a measure of peace and continued strength.
Oh, and I'd call bs on the sponsor saying no rehab. Tho, IMO, it doesn't matter much whether or not it's true that the sponsor said it. Just the fact that your AH is saying it shows he doesn't want to go...