Hello from help
EVERYONE THANK YOU so much!
I feel quite overwhelmed with the responses. I LOVED every message. I wish i could be like you right now, with a sense of archievment, because i already know somehow if i can do ths its will be my greatest conquest in life.
I did end up having 2 glasses of wine in secret yesterday when I got home. But even after that I felt so much better this morning I woke up and felt awake and remembered that feeling of waking up with energy.
But despite waking up that way I am at work now and craving a drink, its 10:45 and I'm already planning on 'nipping out for lunch'! I hate being anxious and am starting feel it slightly. My head is saying a drink will ease the anxiety so it doesn't get worse.
Lots of love to you all.