Welcome Lee -
I'm so glad you posted..... You described just the way I felt when I first came here, too. I know it's scary and getting off opiates isn't easy, but it's a lot easier when you know others understand what you're going through and give you lots of encouragement.
I quit drinking right after my first post here and I was terrified. Now I only wish I'd done it sooner..... While you're looking around, check out the substance abuse forum:
Substance Abuse - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information 