Thanks Ann and Freedom!
For the most part it is definitely relieving to write it all down and I feel ready for this Step both the positives and the negatives. The painful part really only came up around my ex and my family. I wonder if I am truly ready to move on. Moving on does not feel like a choice. It feels like it is something that happens when you get over someone if you ever do. And for someone with a hard time letting go, moving on has always been a challenge. I will finish this Step and move on to the next. That's all we can do right?