I understand what both Robby and Cleo are saying. I have to admit at this moment, I know I will never drink again. But Oakwood, your story is very pertient, because even with that 100% confidence I have, I know the separation from the beast is never far enough apart (even if light years as Robby said).
And the living in the moment part that was mentioned, that is where I struggle. That will be a phase of my life that will take a long time to master. Hopefully the AVRT method will help in that regards as well.
Thanks all for the thoughtful discussion!
Toss