Good job making the difference between you and IT.
Similar last night, the seduction was bad and hard to resist. I kept doing things and repeating to myself the benefits that I have sober. AV voice eventually got quiet. Untill my neighbor I used to drink with showed up with a 24. I told him I don't drink anymore and I would prefer doing my things alone.
The look on his face was absolutly priceless. He seemed discouraged behing alone. Saw him this morning, he looked like death. Drank the hole 24. I was fresh and happy.