[QUOTE=RobbyRobot;3694667]Drinking is a lousy management choice.
What is quality of life for you, Quinnleigh?
What is stopping you from being the best you can be?QUOTE]
This comment about quality of life really got to me: I assessed my QOL as I sit in my flat surrounded by dirty dishes, piles of clothes, unmade bed, piles of bills to be paid, flabby and out of shape, single, living a stones throw from the beautiful beach yet too lazy to go out and enjoy it, just wanting to mope around, watch fox. My QOL is **** just quietly.
How many of you nailed the Beast / AVRT first attempt?
I am not succeeding. Do I not want it enough?
But this assessment of my QOL has ignited something. Is this what I want? Is this how I want to live? The hearing is coming up and yes its scary but one day it will pass, do I still want to be living like this??? I am starting to want sobriety more.
I think I need to go through the book again.