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Old 11-16-2012, 12:07 AM
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Jeni26
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I think because its been 3 weeks since I started and I haven't even shared the most difficult parts yet, I'm really reluctant to continue. If she thinks I'm complex and need a therapist already then I don't know what she'll make of the parts I cried over writing because it hurt so much to admit.
I'm going to my meeting tonight and will seek out one of the old timers who has taken me under his wing a bit. He has 20+ years of sobriety and often shares his struggles over working the steps for the first time. He is straight talking but compassionate and I will ask his advice.
AA has given me so much. I don't think I could easily walk away from it.
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